for those who can see my blog, i've change my add. ((:

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how come i just got the feeling that i somehow feel better, without you by my side? im not sure is it better, or is it that i dont have to worry bout our friendship when you are not around. mayb staying away might make me feel safer and more secure.

should i make it clear or make things stay the way it is now? :s

hahas, i guess afterall, i mean nth to you. isnt it? lols.

yea, von's right. different definations, different views, and different thinking.
you dont even care that i might be worried.

((: back from work. and sad to say, it's the last day of hols today. )):

on fri, went swimming with girlfriends. ((: had tons of fun. swam, crap, joked, and fooled around. girls, we must still get together like that even thou school has started for some, and going to for the others. im sure we can still stay close eh? (((:

than last night caught 300 with colleagues. HAHS, shaojing and i wore almost the same thing! but she's much more, outstanding, uhh, i mean. (x. hahas. uhh, the movie, it's violent i can say, and sure, it has it's reason for being rated M18. lols. supper-ed after that, yea, prata again. lols. hmm, than kang and shyan sent me back to my granny's hse. (: thanks. i wanna work and dun wanna go sch. ): sad.

i stand low/no chance, what do you think?

bestie will be back soon (:

LM, lols. maybe i shouldnt have went to work today. hahs. ):

UHH, damn it laa. it's just that i dont wanna say or express it out. but there goes my chance, just like that. FUCK can.

maybe you dont know, that was not what i wanted. ):

im sooooo tired today laa. )): i slept in the train and i almost missed my stop. luckily i woke up just in time. lols.

bridging course again, and went to tonkichi for lunch. HAHS, i was like, totally speechless can. esp when Jingming kept sayin some weird things when we were walkin to the mrt. i was like, O.o, than, -.-ll. hahas.

i just woke up not long ago, and im going back to bed soon again. i need myself re-charged, so that i'll have the energy to have fun with the girls tml. ((: im off. nights.

hahs, i realised that maybe you dont need me at all, and afterall, maybe it was just my habit. perhaps, i was just used to need-ing you. hahs.

i miss him? no.

AH! why did i fall asleep so early last night? )): sian.

i duno why but i kept yawning today, despite that fact that i went to bad freaking early ytd, which was a stupid stupid thing to do. hahs. and yea, chem is getting more and more complicated, sooner or later it'll definitely go crazy. HAHS. ):

hmm, will it matter to you?

so far so good, but i think it wont be lasting long. hahhs. just feeling bad.

went for bridging course today. BUT, im so sad. im in a class, ALL BY MYSELF. uh, only im alone. UHH, sadd laa! ))): but than today's lecture was alright, i managed to understand almost everything. yea. ((: something to be happy about.

somehow, im just so so so high at work today! ((((: lols. i think von should know why. cause she's equally high and our reason is bout the same, just that the factor is diff. hahas.

if there's a reason for me to smile at work, it'll definitely be, .... ((:

): guess bestie's one his way to m'sia now. or mayb he've reached there alr. hahs. somehow i just feel weird, 1week without bestie. ah! unsafe and insecure. hahas.

i wan lots and lots of honey on my hotcakes! SWEETS! ((:

i tried my best to succumb my temper the past two days. dont tell me you didnt realise it. im not going complains or blah blah laa, im just too tired of those alr. all i want to say is, im disappointed, and, i'll be giving up.

just hope bestie'll enjoy his trip to Genting, and take good care of himself. pray that he'll wont forget me after that one week. it might seem short but you'll never know. and most imptly, MY PRESENT, is he ever forget, i think he can stay there and forget bout coming back. (x hahs, take care wawa. (:

hotcakes rocks!((: